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How to be Forever Alone [#Wattys2020]

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Parts 70
Time 5h 8m

|| 3rd Place, Teen Fiction winner of the Lavender Awards||

Right out of high school and starting her first year in university, Claire Paisley thought she knew what she wanted. 

Following in her father's footsteps seemed like the right thing to do to make her parents proud. There's only one problem, she doesn't actually want to be an accountant for the rest of her life. In fact, her brother telling her to drop out seemed like the best thing to have ever happened to her.

Maybe for the first time, she'll finally take a leap of faith and question everything she thought she knew about herself. 

And ending up across the ocean, with her stupid advice column, might just grant her the wish she's always dreamed of, to know what it's like to be in love... and also learn what that means.

***Completed May 17th, 2019!!!***All Rights Reserved

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