At middle school graduation, Aubrie has decided on her number-one rule for life: Don't feel anything. Why? Everything that goes up must come down. And after watching everything fall away from her after the elementary-to-middle school transition, Aubrie has sworn to never let herself be hurt like that ever again. But, is feeling nothing at all really the best decision at fourteen? After the start of a new school, as well as the start of new hope, Aubrie must decide: Should she stay in the black hole of numbness she's been in all this time, or rise up only to risk crashing back down again?