Ruthless

"Sobrang sakit Tane. Please tell me what to do, should I just keep distance and try to forget you." He said.

Seeing him like this hurts so bad. I want to hug him pero hindi pwede.

"LOOK AT ME TANE!!! Let's fix this, baby." Hindi ko siya kayang tignan dahil sa oras na makita ko ang mga mata niya hindi ko kakayanin. His eyes speaks every single emotion he have right now and it breaks me. Rayl, I wish we could fix this, but we can't.

"Why are you doing this to me?" Mahinang sambit niya.

"Tell me. Just fucking tell me that you don't want me anymore!!!"

"Ra-rayl, please let's e-end this." I said, suppressing my tears from falling.

"Look at me Tane, and say that you don't love me" Tangina naman, alam mong mahal kita. Ba't ba pinapahirapan mo ako ng ganito.

"SAY IT TANE!" I remained silent.

"Is this your way of hurting me? You hate me so much before right? Huh, it all make sense to me now."

"Rayl, it's not what you think."

"Then why?!!! Tangina naman Tane."

"ANO? 'DI KA MAKASALITA?! TELL ME THE REAL FUCKING REASON TANE! You cut me here, so deep." He said pointing his chest.

I just can't. I'm sorry Rayl. I can't even say these words to him. I bowed trying to hold back my tears.

"I wish I could go back to the day I've fallen for you and just walk away. Honestly, it would've saved me from so much hurt and pain." Hearing those words pained me.

I looked up wanted to tell him how I really feel and just be with him pero iniwan na niya ako. He left and I know I deserve every pain.

Please wait for me Rayl. I hope hindi pa huli ang lahat sa pagbalik ko.

"Love lights more fires than hate extinguishes."
― Ella Wheeler Wilcox