Love to Hate You(On HOLD)

"Let me go!" I shrieked.
"Shut up!" he said as yanked me by my wrists to the place where we usually met.
"Leave.my.hand" I demanded him as we reached near the entrance. He responded with a glare and literally dragged me towards my secret hideout.
He pushed me up against the wall and stood in front of me and let my hand go then placed his arms on either sides of the wall blocking my way out.
"What?" I asked him uninterested.
"Don't piss me off, you know exactly what I asked you!" he said.
I pretended as if I was deaf and looked away from him. He let out a frustrated sigh. He came closer and closer until my face was just inches from his. My heart was beating so loud I was pretty sure he could hear them. I avoided his gaze, why does he make me feel like this? I feel so vulnerable.
"Did you mean what you said earlier? About you not feeling anything when I'm with you." he whispered. His voice was softer than usual. That made me nervous and confused.
"Yes. I did. I feel 'nothing' "I said as boldly as I could.
"Look at me and say that" he placed his fingertips under my chin and pushed it up so he could meet my gaze. His slightest touch sent shivers down my spine.
"Nothing?" he asked again His eyes piercing into mine.
I blushed. My face heated up like it was on fire. There were butterflies my stomach, more like birds. My knees felt wobbly. I thought I was going to lose my balance and fall in his arms.
No. Eva. No. now is not the time to be weak. I said to myself. I thought about every bad thing he ever did and summoned up the courage to say one word
"No"
For a moment I saw the look of hurt in his eyes. My stomach plummeted, like the feeling when you go down in a roller coaster. My heart was pounding as he held my gaze.
"Liar" he said and closed the tiny distance between us.