I have so much to tell you, but I don't know where to start. This is the beginning of giving you my heart. I've been through a lot of sorrow, I've been forced to endure pain. I have had some feelings that I never could explain. My heart has been shattered, time and time again. And I came close to believing that love was a sin. Now all I have are pieces of a heart that once was whole. And I'm trying to fix the damage from where it took it's tole. I'll be completely honest, I'm overcome with fear. I'm terrified of love because it only brings me tears. I'm clinging to my heart, afraid of handing it to you, because I'm afraid that, like the others, you'll just crush it too. If my heart breaks anymore, all I'll have left is dust. I'll be devoid of emotion, sanity, or trust. So if I give you my heart, please handle it with care. Don't throw it to the ground and leave me swimming in dispair. It's just so hard to love again when my heart is so worn out. I promise I'll try but please forgive me if I have doubts. I just hold my breath and close my eyes as the two of us get shoved into this fearful nightmare we have come to know as love.
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Book 1 - Saved By The Devil ✅
Book 2 - Return Of The Devil ✅
Book 3 - Crowned By The Devil ✅
Book 4 - War With The Devil ✅
~~ Scene from the book ~~
"Sorry -" I stopped when I looked up.
"Who was that?" he growled.
"Who was who?"
"Don't play dumb with me. Who was that guy you danced with. The one you were laughing with."
"You need to chill out. That was my best friend Jayson"
"Best friends don't have their hands all over you" he spat with a deep voice.
"I owed him a - wait. I don't have to tell you anything" I yelled and walked around him. I started to walk back to the ballroom but my hand was yanked back.
"What was he doing so close to your face?" his eyes now blacked.
"He was looking at my necklace and you are very possessive over nothing" I spat turning around. I stopped when I heard a rip. I took a deep breathe and slowly turned around. I looked at Lucifer who had a smirk on his face. I looked down to see my necklace broken in pieces. Tears were now forming in my eyes. I bend down and scoped up the piece of necklace.
"Don't tell me you're going to cry over a f*cking necklace" he chuckled in a deep voice.
I took off my heels and held it in one hand and held the pieces of necklace in the other. Lucifer kept talking but I was just trying to hold my tears in.
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ATTENTION READERS!!!
THIS IS MY FIRST BOOK AND I WANT TO APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE FOR MY WRITING. I KNOW IT MAY NOT BE THE BEST BUT I WILL TRY TO GET BETTER. THIS BOOK HAD SWEARING AND MAYBE SOME SEXUAL CONTENTS. I ADVISE READERS TO BE 18+. THANK YOU FOR TIME AND LOVE YOU ALL.
SINCERELY, AN EMOTIONAL PERSON (:(