The boy with the BLUE mask
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Jason Lucas Nardelli. Was the thing he didn't hear. Silence, the kind that makes you feel sick. The kind that has only a bit of ringing after a day of loud sounds. The one that may cause depression, feeling of loneliness and anxiety.
"Jason!" A loud voice came ringing in through the door. No response "Jason?" The voice rang again "JASON?" The voice became louder and louder with every non response. 27 days.... It's the 27th day. A calendar littered with red crossed out days. 27..... 27 of them were crossed out. "JASON??!" The voice almost shouted on the top of the lungs while banging on the door, threatening to break it.
Nothing.... silence. Nothing... silence.... nothing...27 days......
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