When you think your life is terrible just think about her. Her life is awful. She has gotten so close to death. She rides the line but never crosses it. She is considered depressed. No medication works for her. She tries to be happy but never can be. Read through her life to see what I am talking about. Death slams down upon her shoulders, but never hard enough to crush her. Just enough to remind her that she is powerless. People try to help, but they don't understand the burden of feeling powerless. She's not depressed, shes dying a slow, painful death.