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To Be

AlexiaRichardson

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Reads 8,934
Votes 1,071
Parts 54
Time 7h 3m

AlexiaRichardson

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Death could be so unpredictable,  am I right? You see I never really pictured how I'll die. My life was okay, or as okay as okay could be for me. Haunted from my past. Always pretending. Except with Adrian. My Adrian. With him I can be happy. 
But then everything changed. 
And now I'm dying, slow and painful.

Now, what led to all this?  I'll tell you only if you're daring enough to read my story. 
Well, are you?

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Something Only We Know ✔️ by GoldenCalypso

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Mad About You

"But what do you believe?" "I don't know. I don't even know if any of this is even real." I placed my hands over my face in frustration. Was I losing it? Suddenly his hands touched mines and pulled it away from my face. "Throw reason out and just listen to this." He said pointing down to my chest. He put his hand to my cheek, and I closed my eyes feeling the electric shock again pulsating from his hand to my cheek. I opened my eyes, and I knew without a doubt that he had no evil bone in his body. But then that meant that he had to be innocent and that the reports were wrong. "Okay so what do you suggest we do in figuring out how you and your girlfriend got killed if you didn't do it?" "I have a theory..." Before I could even blink, his lips were on mine and I could feel my body going into a frenzy. I felt like I was spinning around and around in a vortex. And then everything turned dark with only the sound of a guitar riff. *************************************** 17-year-old Anya Little must form a somewhat symbiotic relationship with a ghost that haunts the house she currently lives in to find out what happened 30 years ago the night he and his girlfriend, Annie, who turns out to be her doppelganger, died. Romance, Paranormal, Supernatural, Mystery, Crime, Reincarnation, Spirits, Sex, Love, 1980s, 1989