but now i have you | COMING SOON |

I'm sure people out there have said this, though I think it's completely ludicrous because you can't choose who you're (in my opinion) destined to be with and that's, never fall in love with a dying person because It'll only bring an inevitable pain your way. When I think about it it makes me laugh because if they have that to say about someone who's dying, I wonder what they'd say about a girl who's already dead.

Thomas wasn't the best at expressing how he felt which in turn caused him to use other things as an outlet. Most of them being bad for him, until he met a girl named Leilani, but over time the secrets that clung to her would turn out to be something that would change him forever.

Thomas had always felt like he was lacking something

i knew it was, it always was, her.

a dead body holds a lot of secrets.

you make me feel nostalgia of a love I've never had.

"Maybe my ending was my beginning, 'cause I'm so happy," she looks at me with a forced smile, tears beginning to well up, the pain that she pushed deep down for so long now slowly spilling onto the surface, "I'm so happy Thomas." Almost as if on queue tears poured out, Lani was - is the strongest person I've come to know I can't watch her is this state any longer.