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I'm sure people out there have said this, though I think it's completely ludicrous because you can't choose who you're (in my opinion) destined to be with and that's, never fall in love with a dying person because It'll only bring an inevitable pain your way. When I think about it it makes me laugh because if they have that to say about someone who's dying, I wonder what they'd say about a girl who's already dead. 











Thomas wasn't the best at expressing how he felt which in turn caused him to use other things as an outlet. Most of them being bad for him, until he met a girl named Leilani, but over time the secrets that clung to her would turn out to be something that would change him forever. 

Thomas had always felt like he was lacking something 


i knew it was, it always was, her. 

a dead body holds a lot of secrets.

you make me feel nostalgia of a love I've never had. 


"Maybe my ending was my beginning, 'cause I'm so happy," she looks at me with a forced smile, tears beginning to well up, the pain that she pushed deep down for so long now slowly spilling onto the surface, "I'm so happy Thomas." Almost as if on queue tears poured out, Lani was - is the strongest person I've come to know I can't watch her is this state any longer.All Rights Reserved

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A Beautiful Piece Of Broken Pottery by missuniquek

She wanted to know what pain was, silly little girl just open the dictionary look up the word pain and watch as your life plays like a movie. Watch and see what pain really is. Watch and see how truly broken you are. Keep in mind that you managed to fill those cracks in your heart with pure gold so that you can pick yourself up from the ground below and mold yourself into genuine art that has now become a beautiful piece of broken pottery. Gemma was your normal sun kissed skinned teenager. Who was living her life. Living la vida loca. Believing in the "yolo" principal until one day a tragedy knocked on her door and turned her life upside down. Now with a broken heart, a messed up mind and a blacked soul she must face her everyday life once more, she has to face school, battle friends and harsh words and a bigger brother too Lucas is your normal Spanish mafia kind of looking guy who was living his life to the fullest and working at a cute little coffee shop. There he needs a girl and is taken aback. He is completely awestruck by her beauty and her ability to play the guitar and get lost in a melody that she creates. However reality hits and he becomes disappointed when he knows that he will never see her again until her decides to show his true potential and transfer to an AP math's class and at the back of the class sat his angel. Lucas has some demons as well. Fighting an horrid past, a personality disorder and then another hardship hits him. He has bad chemistry grades and must in list the help of the schools smartest girl but this condition comes as a price. Is Lucas willing to pay? She was ice and he was fire. She was beautiful and he was broken. Put them together and some how you end up getting a beautiful piece of broken pottery. Or do you?

Drake The Notorious Killer. by RXD_HOOD_294

*STILL UNDER HEAVY CONSTRUCTION, DO NOT READ* Have you ever wanted- no, Longed for something so damn much even though you knew you were never ever going to get it? I mean, sure, I did have some of those things in life, but did I long for it? No. I just wanted it. There's a difference between longing and wanting. A difference I'm all too fond of. Longing is Desire. A desire that fills my being every God-damned day. No matter what I do, that longing never seems to go away because I never get what I long for. I guess I should be used to it by now. But the thing is, you never get used to it. Never. «~»«~»«~»«~»«~»»~«»~«»~«»~«»~«»~« All Detective Hayes ever wanted was parents that loved her. A childhood that wasn't filled with death and drugs and abuse. But, you never get what you want, do you? ✋✋✋✋ Scene where drake kills someone for Brooke, OR the other way around, then leads to intense make out/smut scene with blood and knife etc. Drake. No one cares about the last name. That name alone is enough to send a shiver down your spine everytime it's uttered. He's world known. Infamous. A disease, some might say. He's on the run, killing as he goes. The exception though? Detective Hayes. Every chance The Notorious Drake gets, he finds Some way to piss the good ole detective off. She hates him with passion. She's out for the kill. He's out to kill. Two and two collide- and No, it doesn't make 4. It'll either make one little angry bird and a cocky as killer, or 2 lovers against the world.

Needing you by idfkanymore13

"I don't give a fuck. I just want you. I've always wanted you." Ash had a hard life. From his parents leaving him , his grandma being sick, he has to sell drugs with his brother just to make a living. He's never been taught how to love or trust, never had friends because he believed he didn't need them. He's never talked to other kids except to sell drugs. He believes they only use him for their own benefit. He hates meeting anybody new or letting them get too close. That's why him and Marilla get off on the wrong foot. He gets confused when he catches himself slowly letting his guard down for her. He see's how care free she is and he hates her. He hates how he likes her for it. He hates how she makes him feel like no girl ever has. But he knew they couldn't be together. She was too good for him, too innocent, too sweet. He didn't want to ruin that. Marilla had a hard life. Some would say harder than ash's but she didn't like to compare or bring up her hard past. People see where she lives, her parents, her clothes, all her stuff and immediately think her life is perfect. It never was though. Her mom had left her and her dad for 5 years. The stress made her dad turn into a huge drug user and alcoholic. He would abuse her when she wouldn't give him her money for drugs or just simply hit her when he wanted to. The addiction got so bad he would start selling her body for money to get drugs . Her mom heard about it and went to get her. Marilla now lives with her mom and her boyfriend in the rich side of town. She's shy but she's known for her outburst and anger. But things aren't what they seem in the inside. Her mom abuses her. Mostly mentally but sometimes physically. Her mom makes her thinks she's incapable of love until she meets ash. He changed her perspective of herself and helps her through the hard times. "I like you. I always have." "No you don't. You can't. You're lying."

TOXIC by Anna_Brtrd

When you're deeply in love with someone you can sometimes forget your boundaries, when the line is being crossed. When someone loves you deeply you can forget where theirs are. You make things you would normally never do. Make them do things so bad for them. You can both forget what real love should look like. Sometimes you can not see when it's going to far. Love can be blinding. Love can be dangerous. Love should be revealing. Love should be a safe place. Love should be beautiful. ~~~ They are beautiful. They are brilliant. They are perfect for each other... according to everyone. Valentina Hoefkens and Thomas Van Arsdale are the ultimate It-couple: irresistible, admired, and envied by their entire high school. The kind of love story people dream of. But behind the dazzling smiles and stolen glances, shadows lurk. Betrayal, secrets, and scars from the past. Valentina, shattered by an abusive father, and Thomas, haunted by a tragedy he cannot forget, are caught in a dangerous dance where seduction and destruction collide. This is not a fairy tale. It's an obsession. A war. A game where every victory leaves deeper wounds. They love. They destroy. And they don't know how to stop. ~~~ If you are addicted to someone like they're a drug then go to rehab before they kill you. Or, appreciate it as much as you can before they take you from you. Depends of you... Your lover should be someone you believe in. Your lover should be your light in a room. Love can be so stressful. Love should be release. ~~~ Careful, this book is not for everyone. It talks about a shitty toxic relationship (from both sides), there will be violence, manipulation and more... You have to remember this while reading, I do not want you to think this kind of "love" is normal. I recommend to only mature enough people to read this.

See the Stars with You | ✓ by maiacannotwrite

**TRIGGER WARNING** "Someone tell me why I just wanna see the stars with you." 2015 I'm sorry. This probably came as a shock to you. But if you really knew me, you would've seen it coming. No one really knows me. There's not much I can do now, is there? You probably hate me now. I do, too. You'll get over it. You should also know that I am finally free. *** In a final, frantic shot at fleeing a predisposed battle, she finds herself overlooking the furious waves below. It is, at last, time to take a bow and step offstage. When she leans forward, arms wide open to embrace the only fate she can decide, she doesn't expect to survive. Fate really has a means of getting its way at the end. *** He's never been an impulsive person in general, but somehow finds himself in the water to save the absolute dimwit whom he could've sworn was on the cliff ten seconds ago. The girl isn't very grateful when she sees her newest visitor at the hospital. Strange, considering he just saved her life. Disregarding her dance around the bush, he's determined to unravel her story, to unearth the demons she sought to escape. Before he knows it, he's tangled in the wilds of her mind, having ventured way too far. Leaving it to fate to determine what would happen if he was yanked right out.

𝔐𝔶 𝔇𝔯𝔲𝔤❦ - ashtray x oc by jolomybeloved

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Twisted by yasasweee13

I saw something. A lifeless hand dripping with a dark red liquid behind a wooden slab against the wall. I was quiet. My throat dried up. I didn't want to think what I was thinking. No... I walked up and looked behind the slab. A lifeless body... In a pool of blood.... I pushed the slab and it felt on the ground away from the body. I saw the face. The face I adored and loved.... My Selly.... Dead... *** Charlie had just recovered from his mourn for the tragic incident six months ago. But meeting the new girl brought back all memories of someone who is 'dead'. Karel keeps disappearing now and then for some "important work". But on one of those days, a girl from school goes missing. One more girl goes missing but nobody is able to find them and everybody doubts Karel, the new girl. But Shawn believes she is innocent, until his own sister goes missing. Will Shawn be able to find his sister?? Will Shawn still consider Karel innocent or blame her for everything?? Will he know who is INNOCENT and who is the CRIMINAL?? Highest rank: #65 in strength #23 in charlieputh #174 in taylorswift #386 in shawnmendes #668 in humour #507 in truelove *I'm not good at descriptions, but hope you'll like the story❤

To Believe In The Impossible by momorosy86

I woke up in a hospital bed, the pain I was feeling was intense. All I remember was practicing gymnastics and then well everything went black. And now the only things I hear are the sound of my heart monitor and the slow dripping of the IV into my arm. The air in the room felt stale, the silence was so "loud" I felt like I could hear my own heart beat. I heard I light knock on the door to my room, the doctor walked in, kind of solemn looking. I got worried, I immediately asked him "Hi doctor, is there something wrong?" " With you? No, your vitals seems stable. But I thought that you should be aware of this now." "Be aware of what?" "It's about your parents." "What about them are they okay?" "No, not exactly. They were in a car accident a couple of days ago, and your father flew through the windshield and broke his leg. Your mother is in a coma and isn't waking up. They are both located at Helena Hospital." This is a story about a girl named Jessica White who is 17 yrs. old and has been a gymnast since she was four. While practicing one day she fell off a high beam and was knocked unconscious, while in the hospital she is informed her parents were in terrible car accident and her mother is now in a coma. Throughout the story Jessica's family breaks, her friendships grow, her trust deteriorates, lost loves return, many tears are shed and hearts are broken but despite the pain her life goes on. With the Help of her best friend Ashley Bennett, her strong will and unwavering fight, Jessica learns to believe In the impossible and to not let go of the things in life that mean the most to you.

I See You by January616

Hey there folks, I'm Cody Phillips, welcome to New Orleans. N'awlins is known for many wonderful things, our coffee, music and the ability to throw a damn fine party. We're also known as the city most people believe may be one of the most haunted places in the world. Well, let me tell you this, we have more than our fair share. I know because I can see them. But, listen, don't spread that around. Yeah? It's been a closely guarded family secret my whole life. Not even my best friend knows this about me. See, I use my 'gift' in my work as a homicide detective with NOLA's finest boys in blue. Now, I understand why you might call it cheating, and that's fine. But I always catch the bad guy with the victim telling me everything I need to know and give the family involved closer. So it evens out as far as I can tell. Now just as my life is moving slower than a gator with a full belly, the worst happens. I get the call about a homicide that's hit too close to home. It leaves the girl of my dreams coming home to face tragedy. The moment I see her I find myself reminded of the one secret no one ever knew. Ever since I was eight years old I have felt many different things for Emma O'Neal, and those feelings haven't disappeared with time. Problem is now that she's come home; I find myself fighting not only an unknown assailant out for blood, my partner's misguided beliefs but my own need for the enticing beauty I'm duty sworn to protect. Damn, I just hope I'm able to fight the feelings I have for this woman, and stay focused on the case. Otherwise, I might end up losing something far more precious to me than the honor I've worked so hard for: Emma's life.

Maddy and Me by Tis_I_Persephone

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A Beautiful Piece Of Broken Pottery

She wanted to know what pain was, silly little girl just open the dictionary look up the word pain and watch as your life plays like a movie. Watch and see what pain really is. Watch and see how truly broken you are. Keep in mind that you managed to fill those cracks in your heart with pure gold so that you can pick yourself up from the ground below and mold yourself into genuine art that has now become a beautiful piece of broken pottery. Gemma was your normal sun kissed skinned teenager. Who was living her life. Living la vida loca. Believing in the "yolo" principal until one day a tragedy knocked on her door and turned her life upside down. Now with a broken heart, a messed up mind and a blacked soul she must face her everyday life once more, she has to face school, battle friends and harsh words and a bigger brother too Lucas is your normal Spanish mafia kind of looking guy who was living his life to the fullest and working at a cute little coffee shop. There he needs a girl and is taken aback. He is completely awestruck by her beauty and her ability to play the guitar and get lost in a melody that she creates. However reality hits and he becomes disappointed when he knows that he will never see her again until her decides to show his true potential and transfer to an AP math's class and at the back of the class sat his angel. Lucas has some demons as well. Fighting an horrid past, a personality disorder and then another hardship hits him. He has bad chemistry grades and must in list the help of the schools smartest girl but this condition comes as a price. Is Lucas willing to pay? She was ice and he was fire. She was beautiful and he was broken. Put them together and some how you end up getting a beautiful piece of broken pottery. Or do you?