She done it multiple times in the past year, self destruction is such a pretty little thing, when no one can notice when you're doing it. So she held her breathe, she let her body go limp, she stared at the bus window in front of her, she let her eyes lose focus, and she let her ears focus too much. After what must of been 20 minutes she realized it had worked, she could feel herself slipping, everything felt like a dream, but she couldn't snap herself back out of it now. New Story, I am trying to push out updates so please, read!