the detestable thoughts of Ira Banacohf

Warning: Before I carry on with the simple description I must in fact warn people with suicidal thoughts and/or murderous thoughts to not read this, this story is in fact a story of a person who has murderous and suicidal thoughts as well she romanticizes them making them seem like wonderful ideas, it includes graphic detail of what goes on in the mind of somebody with sick thoughts, I say sick thoughts because I would like my readers to come to the conclusion of what mental disorder she may have, she is not meant to be kid friendly so please if you are faint of heart and under the age of 16 I would warn you not to read this, this will be diary type writing that is not from "me" persay just because I'm writing it, it's from Ira, a character I created so please do not think this is what goes on in my mind this is just how I see and portray the character, also warning for people who are uncomfortable with someone under the age of 18 to be portrayed as having a sexual side, I am not making this as a sick pervert but there are times when a person relishes in murderous tendencies as sexual relief, again she is a character, not real and definitely not based on anyone real, if she has a comparison to you that is too close and makes you feel uncomfortable please tell me in exact detail what it is, I'll look through it and see if I can change it while not changing the integrity of her character.

Now back to main summary, it's the diary of a young girl around age 14 who has detestable thoughts and mad musings, if you would like her to discuss a certain subject then please pm me and we can work on ideas for it, but remember she is a gruesome, heartless, but jovial person so it will be sadistic yet childlike. please enjoy the story and tell me what you think.