UNFORTUNATELY

"I WANTED HIM AND HE WANTED ME
BUT THAT'S NOT EASY
AND THAT'S WHAT MAKES ME CRAZY"

Nobody loves me.I hate life,Iwant to kill myself,I dont want to live in this world any more,I hate everyone and that fucking bastard.
"Hey Stop"suddenly Maxon opened the door staring at me with wide eyes suddenly tears filling in his eyes.
Uhh not again!I didn't stop myself so i slid the blade across my wrist, feeling pain,blood dropping on the floor.Maxon hurriedly came towards me.I was getting unconsious as he pulled my hand to check but i pulled away and smirked at him"YOU CANT SAVE ME THIS TIME"and than my eyes shut and all went black.
"I LOVE YOU" I heard him whispering in my ear.He should have said that when i was standing in front of the whole crowd waiting for this. But time doesn't come back.....