I'm the Hot in Psychotic.
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Last published Mon, May 21, 2018
After two boys who are great friends have one of them fall in love, they kiss and it's all down hill from there.
After the other boy eventually falls for him the other boy didn't actually like him the same way he did. With this Torrage slowly falls back into his deep, dark depression. Only a week or so later, he also finds out that he is dating someone who is 4 years younger than him who also attends their school.
Fuelled with the imense feelings of Anger, hatred, lonliness and most of all; Betrayal.
The boy then slowly starts to not take his important medication. He starts acting up. Not long after not taking his meds his mangled mind comes to the stupidly dangerous conclusion that he 'loves' this boy more than anything; and would kill for him.
The feeling of hatred fuelled his desire and want.
The emotion of anger fuelled his need.
The fear of lonliness ignitted the will to do it.
For the expression of Betrayal? Well...His feeling of Betrayal, ever so fuelled his inescapable decent into insanity~
The boy not actually ever realising how truely sick and chaotic his love became. He soon concocted a Plan. Demented and Twisted in its own right. He was prepared to rid this unhealthy path of any obstacle. Any at all. For it didn't matter, if it was to stand between him and his love...then well...he didn't have time to wait and will get rid of it.
Warning:
The following story HEAVILY contains:
Gayness~
Thriller
Psycholoigcal horror & Love.
Dealing with Depression.
Suicide.
Bullying.
Severe Self-harm & mutilation.
Plain cruelty.
Death.
Rape.
Torture.
Murder.
some disturbing & some not as disturbing Sex scenes.
BDSM.
Psychological illness.
Slaughter.
Abuse.
Toxic.
Gruesome scenes.
overall ALOT of disturbing content.
But please, if ANY of this. ANY of this AT ALL triggers you in any way, shape, or form. Please. I urge you not to read this.
if you do read this, please, do enjoy~ 🖤👄🔱
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