Disoriented and Fragmented: Like A Butterfly (on Hold)
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Its difficult to love yourself when you feel as if nothing is worth it.
Sky woke up hospitalized two years ago, from what they think was a suicide attempt. But they don't know what really happened, nor would they believe her.
Now she is at a new school, and tried to avoid everyone, including Lex who is constantly around her wherever she seems to go. All she wanted was to graduate her last year of high school peacefully without incident. Yet to no avail, she is drawn to him.
As Sky battles her inner demons and her past that comes to haunt her. She also finds that there is more than meets the eye when she discovers that the incident two years ago that put her in the hospital was no accident. And her family has been keeping secrets.
Will she be victorious and be set free? Will she succumb and be her own prisoner of her past? Will Lex be a card in discovering her own person? Or does she succumb to everything that was trying to erase her very existence?
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