Then, Now, Forever
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MatureComplete Thu, Feb 1, 20186m
It's dark. It's damp. There's a water drop threatening to fall, and a man huddled in the corner. His bright yellow curls are muted, a thin white shirt wrapped around his shoulders. He's desperately trying to warm his hands, desperately trying to find a way out, desperately trying to scrub away the memories of a man he loved, once upon a time...
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