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What was I thinking I said to myself,no one can love me they only want something from me ,this was not how I expected our one year anniversary to end, It yhur fault a voice in my head said yhu shouldn't have created those imaginary pains nd hurts nd tears now yhu Av him thinking all he gave was pain nd nt love, screaming in my head it NT true I said . But it is true I wanted so bad to believe he loved me  to prove myself tht I could be loved so I gave tests forgetting he has a conscience nd he fought for one year now he has let go.All Rights Reserved

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