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Confused (Matthew Espinosa)

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I have to quit. I have to stop thinking about him. He doesn't like me. He likes pretty girls, probably with blonde and tan skin, which I had none of, my hair is poopy brown, my eyes can't decide wether they want to be brown or green. I'm not model material. I look weird in dresses. And yet as I opened my eyes, there he stood, looking at me the way no other guy had ever looked at me before.All Rights Reserved

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At Their Very Best by lastnitewaskindablur

He lights his cigarette and inhales without looking at you once. Blowing out the fire in your hand, he looks to the audience and explains how he's in control of everything and everyone around him. That when he said the word "stop" he was able to bring the whole production to a halt.

Magcon imagines <3 by sleep_eat_write

Magcon imagines here! Jack G Jack J Matthew Cameron Aaron Shawn Sammy Yes I know this isn't all of them, please do not hate. {completed} * This was written many years ago when I was young so no judgement

The Rebels by Flawless360

Magcon boys have a secret they all have sisters they never told anyone about. But what they don't know is their sisters are not the same girls they were before

We're forbidden j.j. by ayeitssadrii12

Numb. Worthless. Useless. Not good enough. Ugly. Too skinny. I bet she's better than me with him. Those thoughts bugged me, as his words and actions kept replaying in my head. "You're acting like we were something, but we weren't." He said dryly "I thought you were different, guess I was wrong." I laughed bitterly.

Confused { jayson } by Bored4424

I'm so confused on how I feel.

Bitch || T.C by emmaxo123

"Bitch" "Slut" "Fuckboy" "Asshole" "Stop fighting you two, like fuck I think I'm getting a headache cause of your bullshit" I looked at Taylor and rolled my eyes and so did he. ***** I look at him and have so many different emotions that I can't control. One moment I hate him, the other moment I blush at everything he says, the other moment we are arguing, the other moment I hate him, the other moment I'm so happy to be around him. This is almost like an obstacle course of different emotions.

Yearn by FlynnsFryingPan

EXTRACT: She rises and hurries to the backyard door, turning towards me with an amused expression. "Catch me if you can." She challenges me, and I'm always willing to take one on. "Oh it's on." This time I wasn't planning on letting her win. She slid the door open and ran outside onto the green grass. Faith tried to careful to avoid slipping it due to the rain. I dashed there following her. "What are you guys doing?! Are you crazy?!" Allegra yells at us from the deck by the door. "You're so slow!" Faith looks back while running. "Oh just you wait Faith-" I catch up just behind really closing to grabbing hold of her. The rain soaked her brown hair and drenched her clothes but she didn't seem to mind. The appearance of her smile was only enhanced by her wet face. I realize I'm supposed to catch her and grab her, but as soon as I do, we both find ourselves slipping onto the grass. Swish. We rested on the lawn, catching our breath from the chase. Faith hovers over me and restrains me by pressing both of my wrists. In retaliation, I flip her over the same way and secure her. "Good try." I sneer and laugh at her unsuccessful attempt. I leaned over her frame, gazing straight into her deep brown eyes, and I had no intention of removing my gaze from them in the future. I seemed to have caught her off guard and she didn't know how to react. Time slowed down for a moment, it continued to downpour, there was still grass in her hair. And out of nowhere, Faith kissed my cheek. There's no way that just happened. ************ end of extract. I won't say I knew I wouldn't fall in love with him, I knew. The very first instant, from the first glance, from that sense of unfamiliar familiarity, I knew. And I think he did too. I wouldn't say it was love at first sight, rather just a feeling like I had some ties to this person, who knows maybe in a past life. Well anyway, I did, but little did I know that the first time it would ruin me. But the second time, It healed me.

Sinning like a saint // BJA by PrivateAIe

"You've been weird with me for days now!" I shouted, "Why? Billie what happened between us? You won't even look at me any more, do i mean nothing to you or something?" "-No! It's not like that-" "-I've known you my whole life and now you act like you don't know me. Do you care about me?" "Of course I do-" "-then why are you staring at your converse right now?" He looked up at me finally, his eyes meeting mine. "Because looking at you makes me nervous recently," he sighed lightly. "Why?" "I don't know. It's not that you don't mean anything to me because- by God phee you do. You're my BestFriend and I've always been myself around you but now I get all nervous and my stomatch starts feeling weird and-" he cut himself off as he stopped talking mid way through sentence. "And?" "I don't know. One moment I can't take my eyes off you then the next I'm scared to let them lay onto you," "Why? Billie it hurts when you don't look at me, why do you dodge my eyes when they try to meet yours?" He breathed in lightly. He looked back down but made sure to quickly look back at me. "It isn't that I won't look at you cause you don't mean any thing to me, I don't look at you sometimes because the impact your gaze gives me now, scares me. You make me feel all tingly and gooey. And it scares me." "Why does that scare you?" "Cause I've never felt this way before, i don't even know what it means," his eyes looked back down at the floor. And instead of getting angry about it i let them. Because I understood why they were scared to look at me. I make him feel new feelings he's never even knew exsisted, and he doesn't like it. he doesn't even know what those feelings are. And call me crazy, but maybe he loved me too, not in the friendly way. Maybe he loved me but he didn't realise. He looked back up to me, he gave me a half hearted smile before he spoke up again. "Seeing you use to be so easy, but now you breathe and i turn to stone."

YELLOW WINTER by damypat

I like him...oh my God! I do? I like his greasy skin, the way he always sort of hides his smile... I like that he isn't conventionally attractive, he isn't aesthetic. He's real, like real normal. I like that I can go out with him and no one would raise eye brows... we'll just be two odd people doing odd things, falling in love with our oddness... I'm glad I don't like his friend, that'll make me stand out more... that'll make my uglliness apparent and I wouldn't just fade into the background like i normally do. I'll be the uglly girl with the really attractive stud. No one would know my name even then but they'll all know... they'll all know what I don't look like and how sadly I do.

HOPELESS ROMANTIC by BYE_Imagines

She knew it's him; yet he ignored. She's fought hard for his attention; yet he kept looking left. She's been hopeless romantic; yet he didn't recognize. Until one day she stopped trying, and he finally realized that it's been hollow without her.

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At Their Very Best

He lights his cigarette and inhales without looking at you once. Blowing out the fire in your hand, he looks to the audience and explains how he's in control of everything and everyone around him. That when he said the word "stop" he was able to bring the whole production to a halt.