the boy i am........isn't me (spanking)

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Reads 37,700
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Parts 19
Time 1h 48m

coolstory depression harrystles horan liampayne louistomlinson niall spanking zaynmalik

talks about life and death in a few chapters. 
Just basically a lonely person who wants to die, and makes a day when he plans to do suicide. He  tries to understand why people enjoy being alive. (shitty description)All Rights Reserved

coolstory depression harrystles horan liampayne louistomlinson niall spanking zaynmalik

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Louis' family puts him in a rehabilitation center after a drunk driver crashes into him on the highway. He suffers from PTSD, and he has to learn how to talk and how to walk again. Louis doesn't see the point. His life as he does it is over. But Dr. Payne treats his PTSD, Mr. Horan, the speech therapist helps him with his speech, Zayn takes care of him and then there's Harry, the physiotherapist who is determined to make him walk again... Purely fictional. Triggers: PTSD.

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The Accident

Louis' family puts him in a rehabilitation center after a drunk driver crashes into him on the highway. He suffers from PTSD, and he has to learn how to talk and how to walk again. Louis doesn't see the point. His life as he does it is over. But Dr. Payne treats his PTSD, Mr. Horan, the speech therapist helps him with his speech, Zayn takes care of him and then there's Harry, the physiotherapist who is determined to make him walk again... Purely fictional. Triggers: PTSD.

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