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Losing myself

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Allie is a freshman in college who goes from pure to wild and, in the process, loses herself. This is her recollection from the nights from when she was good, broken, in love, and alone. Trigger warning.All Rights Reserved

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Who Am I?

With hopes to change who she was in middle school, Allie ultimately changes her entire personality and attitude towards life. A much wanted boyfriend, new friends, boys, and bullies pull Allie into an unforgettable year, teaching her lessons she will never forget.