When life knocks you down
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Last published Wed, Apr 9, 2014
If there is a God, he decided to blow ripples of pain and sadness into my life. He made it much worse than it needed to be. You must be confused so allow me to introduce myself. My name is Sasha Good, but don't let the name fool you into thinking I'm a 'good' person who does 'good' things, because I'm not. It's highly ironic, though, the name 'good' what does it symbolise, that I have 'good' luck or I am 'good' at school, well the answer is no. Too many people categorise others by their name, when it's the actions that define who we are. But enough of me rambling on, let me tell you what went wrong with my life. I'll be coarse here, I'm not going to tell you some crap about how my story is different and that if you read it your life will change, because it probably won't. But this book does have more reality and truth in it that a lot of books. So what went wrong with my life? Well, it's very simple and very cliche... I met a boy.
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