Hurt And Love
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"My biggest fear is that one day you will see me the way I see myself" ~Anonymous
This book contains things in which I can write, but can't seem to find their way out of my mouth. Things people don't know I feel, or want to say.
!!! WARNING !!!
If you are sensetive to topics about depression, suicide, and/or cutting DO NOT READ!
These are my thoughts. Not everybody can handle them. I sometimes have a hard time handling them myself. But I write them here in hopes to find someone who feels the same way I do. I publish these in hopes that someone figures out that they're not the only ones who feel the way they do.
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