i'm sorry || phan
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Complete Mon, Feb 5, 201810m
another short one shot
fluffy angst once again
t.w depression, suicide, i think that's it hopefully
"The thoughts keep running through his head, the thoughts of Phil walking in to find Dan curled up in a corner drinking, thoughts of the way Phil's soft blue eyes filled with disappointment when he found out the truth, the way he felt when he knew he let the one person he cared about the most down."
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