All my love
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Last published Mon, Feb 5, 2018
"No no. Come on Dean, it's okay" he whispered to himself, his hands shaking when he pushed them against his mouth, forbidding the cry to come out. It hurt, goddammit it hurt but he couldn't let go. If he did, Dean was afraid nothing would save him again.
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