KanColle version from the onset of the surprise attack on Pearl Harbor to the disastrous defeat in the Battle of Midway "I have served this great nation with courage and devotion since I was a boy, I have stood beside the bravest of men and endured personal lost in battle. Now as I contemplate the hour of my most profound despair, my deepest desire is to honor my country and my family. And yet my greatest fear is that I will betray my humanity, history will judge me for what I'm about to do."