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So Tired

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Reads 94
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Parts 12
Time 1h 3m

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Xulie (pronounced Zoo-lee) is a brown skin, nineteen year old. She's an amazing singer and loves music. She lives with her mom, older brother and her favourite little pup, Jojo. Works in a doctor's office and has literally no friends. 

She has had a quite painful yet peculiar past which she tries to overcome daily. But with all her previous efforts she has failed. 

                                   --

Xulie had finally found something to make her life worth living. Since then her life has spiraled and she finally broke. 

How can we heal others when we ourselves are hurting?All Rights Reserved

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Anneliese by pitifulkisses

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When the Raindrops Fall ( A Louis Partridge Fanfiction) by Miss_Cypress

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Lilah

She's a wild, free spirit who sees the good in everyone, and he's the hardened, bad-tempered loner who wants nothing to do with her-yet no matter how hard he tries to push her away, she's the one temptation he can't escape. * He's never met someone with such a bubbly personality. Not to mention the wildness and odd phrases she says every five minutes. He hates it. He hates how he can't stay away from it. He hates what she does to him; it's not like him to chase after some girl. She gets under his skin like no other. She's never met someone with such a bad attitude. He's ill-mannered and menacing. The glare never seems to leave his face. Considering it all, she can't help but feel the attraction toward him. Dangerous attraction toward a seemingly dangerous man. Maybe it's the tattoos on his arm that gets her attention. Or maybe it's because she can tell there's hope for good under his rough exterior. And she's about to find it, whether he likes it or not. It's no secret that the two of them are complete and total opposites. * "You like being called Sugar, don't you?" I tease, placing my toothbrush back after finishing. He does the same and gives me a side-eyed scowl. He grips my chin harshly and kisses me. My body temperature raises a good ten degrees and my right leg goes all wiggly. He pulls away. "You like it when I kiss you, don't you?" He teases the same way I did to him and I'm left blubbering. "I think both of our questions are rhetorical," I lower my voice up at him. His lip curls up into a smirk. * #1 in Young Adult #9 in Badboy #1 in Cold #3 in Goodgirl #1 in Sweetheart #14 in Love * Warning This story contains mature themes (language, scenes)