things i can't write on instagram

there are aspects of my life that recently ive been hyper-aware of that I cannot say on my instagram, my main place of story-telling, because im incredibly afraid of the future and how badly that account will backfire. considering this is going to be a lot less popular and most likely won't even reach the people I trust most on there (even on my private private PRIVATE account) this is just my way of screaming into the void. if you do know me, please don't ever mention this or that you read it. it will save me lots of anxiety for later.