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Pain, Love & Desire

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Mya Elise never condemned herself is perfect. Sometimes she doesn't even condemn herself as a good person. But she knows that she's raw and vulnerable. Dealing with the death of her sister and going off to college, being introduced to a totally new place, and new feelings along with new people. My Elise navigates friends and foes, secrets and lies, pain and deceit, and falling for the wrong guy then falling for the right guy...

Or is he the right guy? Will Mya Elise consume herself in a love she's never given or received, a love she's never known? Will it consume her so much that she can't pull herself from the edge? Resulting in more pain then she can bear? Or will it all be worth it in the end....All Rights Reserved

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