25 parts Complete After doing something that he will forever regret, Jordan has vowed to forever care for Brooke whenever she needed. This was when he was fifteen and Brooke was only ten. Jordan realized that he's kind of been the only one there for Brooke for the past six years, her mom has been busy with work as same as her dad and brother, Nate with college. Brooke depends on Jordan for everything, and he is more than happy to help her when she wanted, they were best friends, aside of the mistake that Jordan continues to struggle with, this mistake he keeps from Brooke; afraid of what she would think of him after that, but he continues to think, "Would that be so bad? For her to hate me?" With this thought in his mind, he knows that he can't bring himself to tell her because he knew how badly it would hurt her and he didn't ever want to think about hurting her. Dying in his guilt, he keeps debating with himself whether telling her is the best thing to do or not. He wants to release himself of the guilt, but doesn't want to lose a friend either. All the while, Brooke is growing up at the age of fifteen and Jordan at nineteen, her body is changing along with a few of her thoughts about people. Jordan must learn along with Brooke, what is happening to her like everything else that has been added to her life, like her monthly, as he says, "This is just another sign that you're growing up" With hints of his feelings for her start to grow, his guilt grows, and as his guilt grows, it gets harder for him to keep his mistake to himself. He knows that he is too old for her, and he knows that he can't be with her otherwise, due to the mistake that caused him to feel guilt and regret for six years, he doesn't want to hurt her. If he tells her what he's been holding inside for so long, will she hate him and demand that he gets out of her life forever? Or will she understand and forgive him? This is what's been going on in his head since the moment he made the mistake.
