SHITTY SHITS
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Ongoing1h 3m
Last published Wed, Sep 12, 2018
A collection of my poems and unfinished songs about depression, my fears, betrayal.
Or more likely, my Journal :)
"The other side of the innocent girl you looked up to."
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Highest Rank: #2 in Non-Fiction
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P.S. Contains sensitive topics. If you're sensitive, please, PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS.
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