BOK 4 - THE FEAR (AVSLUTAD)
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Complete, First published Feb 08, 2018
The new life that i have to adjust myself to is very hard for me. Darren is gone and all i can hope for is that he's gonna be alright. He's not contacting any of us. And i hope he's fine. Everytime someone mentions his name my heart breaks all over again. But i can't let this break me to the point of no return. And just as i thought he was gone forever.... something is stopping me in my tracks one day, and i will never forget this day. Ever.
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It's been some months since i talked to Darren. He really did upset me that morning. The fact is, im not sure it will be the same after this. I don't know if it was intended of him or just a mistake he won't redo. I have felt so lost latley, like noone is here to guide me in the Clearing, training. I haven't been in school for a half year and im slacking. A lot. I really hope things will work out. I truly do.