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depression romance teenfiction

everyone has that breaking point, where life doesn't seem right or worth living anymore, that's what happened to me over this seemingly pleasant summer. My name is Callie Sarver and my life was turned upside when I was diagnosed with severe depression and was told I needed a fresh start.


meet Nate Park, one of the hottest boys in North Carolina. the most egotistical, manwhore in the school. his friends Dean Ambrose and Ben Thomas are just as bad.. and insanely hot might I add. 

Callie's and Nate's lives come crashing in ways they would never have expected. Will callie be able to survive the new state, the new school and the insanely hot Nate Park? or will her life come crashing down from her past like it did over the summer.

hope you enjoy xoxo.


WARNING: THIS STORY DOES TALK ABOUT DEPRESSION AND SUICIDE. 
No the story is not based on thatAll Rights Reserved

depression romance teenfiction

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