Thoughts of a Thinker
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Last published Thu, Jun 14, 2018
Rena is sixteen and knows terror and insecurity more than anyone. She longs for a day where she sees the same as those around her. Her eyes deceive her, and her mind abuses her. The things Rena dreams follow her throughout each day. At night Rena's thoughts spread like fire in a drought; uncontrollable, and sometimes fatal. Some say they envy Rena and her big brown orbs. Yet those eyes are the very cause of a lifetimes disaster. Rena lusts escape from recurring nightmares, which wake with her each morning. The thoughts of this thinker, may be more complex than any of us will even begin to understand. Follow this troubled girl through her chaotic, twisted life while she searches the universe for answers.
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