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Last published Thu, Jun 13, 2019
hazel wants to escape everything in her life, he will try to convince her to stay
WARNING: This book touches on thoughts of suicide, self-harm, and abuse so please please, if you are not comfortable with reading that and feel that you will be bothered by those subjects, don't read this book.
I am not romanticizing mental illness or suicide because that is a sick thing to do, I have gone through most of the stuff I will write about in this book and would hate to try to make such dreadful things romantic
If at ANY times you think I may have gone too far, feel free to message me and I will make the changes, I just want to make this book as raw and real as possible but if I go too far, I will be happy to change some parts to make it more comfortable.
If you are okay with reading those subjects, I will still give a warning at the beginning of the chapter so that you are aware those topics will appear within the chapter.
This is my first book so I hope you enjoy!!!
~Angela xx
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