Below the insecurities
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Have the people who you thought were the most important people in your life make you feel horrible about yourself? Have even the smallest words make you feel so insecure that all you want to do is cry?
Well I have because that's just my daily life. The more I stare at myself in the mirror the more the reflection of the "perfect girl" makes me think about what they say to me...
What my parents say.
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Rielyn Marcus, a 17 year old senior who lives in Los Angeles, California. She always has had her walls put up. Whenever she tries to take them down, they are put right back up due to her parents. She wants to feel like she has a purpose and that she's no just the girl who gets belittled constantly by the people who are supposed to love her the most.
Parker Grey, a 17 year old senior who is known to be the talk of the school. Just about everyone knows him and his friends and if you don't you might just be living under a rock. His gorgeous looks seem to win over every girl he walks by without even trying .
When meeting unexpectedly he slowly begins to learn that her life is roller coaster. He's willing to go along for the ride as long as she'll let him in so he can help her. All he wants to be is the light to guide her way out of the dark.
*Warning: There is swearing and some scenes that may be mature for others.
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