"Love makes you stupid and scared. I'm already scared, of basically everything might I add. I don't need to have a stupid thing like love added to my fears," you whispered, your voice cracking.
"No, love doesn't make you scared. Stupid, yeah, probably, why the fuck not. But scared? No, I've never been scared of you or the idea that I love you, Y/n. Love makes me strong," he said quickly, pushing up his glasses when he was done speaking.
"I'm scared though. I'm scared, Richie," you said, a tear rolling down your cheek.
"What are you scared of, Y/n?"
"Everything! Y-you're gonna leave me, you're gonna fall out of love with me and you're gonna leave me all alone-"
"You're not scared of love then. You're scared of being alone."
"The monsters come out when I'm alone," you sobbed out, more tears rolling down your cheeks.
He leaned in and whipped the tears from your face with his thumb. His mouth was inches away from yours.
"I love you, Richie Tozier, but I'm scared. I'm so fucking scared," you whispered.
"Don't be scared doll, I'll protect you from the monsters, I promise."
'One night. All it took was one night to fall in love again. I never thought I'd see him ever again. I've waited so long for this moment...' (Y/N) thought as she walked up to the black and red haired man. She tapped him once on the shoulder and was greeted by the most beautiful Brown eyes. Her words were lost as they reached the tip of her tongue.
"H-Hey Mark." She smiled. "Hello?" He returned the smile in slight confusion. "God, You don't know how much I've missed you." She was about to hug him but was stopped as his reply came. "Really? I don't have any memory of you." suddenly she felt her heart drop. "You don't?"
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It feels like a dream. While at a YouTube Convention You have finally found him once again. The love of your life but there's one problem. He doesn't have a single clue about who you even are. What happened? Why can't he remember? Will he ever remember the history you two shared? Find out in "Finding You" a Markiplier X Reader fanfic
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