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To Be or Not To Be

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I envy the water, because its everything I'm not, what I should be.
The water should be me, I will become one with the water, I will be free.
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'' You are welcome to the funeral of Miss Lenore Denver, please be seated...''

I always imagined my funeral a rainy day, but its so sunny, like the heavens are happy she's with them.

''Honey, its your turn to speak, I love you okay?'' My mom tries to talk to me, we're all hurting in different ways.

 I nod and walk up to the podium and cleared my throat.

''She was my best friend...''


A lot has happened, too many secrets, fragile friendships and relationships. Broken hearts, the whole Brigdelake Town was shook by the events that happened the week before.

Some more than others.All Rights Reserved

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Behind every mean girl...there's a tragedy by Winchesters_united

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Behind closed doors

3 sides to every story Yours. Mines. And the truth I act like everything is fine. I laugh at people's jokes, I do stupid shit with my friends and I act like I have a carefree life. It's funny though. When I come back home, I just turn off that mental switch then suddenly I break down. I feel alone, empty, worthless, tired, I can't exactly describe how I feel in two words. It's like I have two different me's. One for the public and one for myself. Only if they knew what happens behind closed doors.. Abuse| rape| exposed| sex| betrayal |love |murder| thugs| love All rights reserved to Tamia Branch ©