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I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

KingOfDarknessGerard

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Reads 6,194
Votes 209
Parts 18
Time 1h 23m

KingOfDarknessGerard

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Lucas Gold a fifteen year old boy and his friends discover that his older brother has been doing drugs for years secretivley. Will he get clean..or will he fail to do so?
Lucas and his friends Zeke, Seth, and Quinton will all try hard. But first things forst..what if Xander doesn't want help?All Rights Reserved

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Thats Life

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