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Starving for Affection

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'How did everything get so messed up?' I thought before sighing, considering I already knew the answer to my own question. “Everything changed after the car accident…” I whispered into the darkness as a few more silent tears escaped my eyes. I as just about to fall asleep, but before I did, the evil voice in my head decided to speak up. 'You’re so pathetic!' the voice spat, cusing more tears to flow from my eyes. It’s amazing how I can just keep crying and crying. Sighing, I close my sore eyes. “I know…” I whispered into the darkness before I let it consume me.

Andrew Black had a once perfect life. He was openly gay with no cares in the world. That was...until the day of the car accident that changed his life forever. He knows lives with his very religious foster mother, and she makes sure to make his life a living hell. He's already starving himself to gain what little control his has. It's only a matter of until he snaps.

Find out just how long Andy can hold out in Starving for Affection.

 

WARNING: This is a BoyxBoy story. There will be some sketchy scenes. You've been warned.All Rights Reserved

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