Everything about him I want. I want him and his life. He lives the life I want to live. He loves the life I want to love. He lives the life I want to love. I love him. He doesn't love me. Actually he doesn't know who I am. To him I'm a stranger. But why should that stop me? Because I have no power to even be close to him. The power I have is to ruin me. Until I don't. It's all forgotten and my saviour has come to save me. I love you.