I just want HER
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Last published Wed, Mar 19, 2014
Ben is just a teenage boy who recently obtained his first Diary.
He expresses his school stresses and his obsession over a girl.
Through Madness and pain ben shows us the extent of his crazy obsession...
Ben may be capable of MUCH more than the other standard (and actually sane) boys.
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