Waldosia - Noah Schnapp
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MatureOngoing21m
Last published Wed, May 30, 2018
Waldosia: n. [Brit. wallesia] a condition characterized by scanning faces in a crowd looking for a specific person who would have no reason to be there. Your brains way of checking if they're still in your life, subconsciously patting its emotional pockets before it leaves for the day.
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"Don't get attached." he told himself. "Your current foster parents will just send you back anyway". But this boy, the boy with dark brown eyes and raven black curls wouldn't leave Noah's mind.
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