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Intoxic Dose (Kaisoo)

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Reads 43,307
Votes 2,021
Parts 51
Time 7h 5m

boyxboy bravetogether depression dokyungsoo drugs dyo exo familyissues gay homophobic jongin kai kimjongin kyungsoo love music romance smoking toxic

*?completed?* 
(( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension ))


Merely a punk .
That's all I was, an idiot 
telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. 
The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the drug dealers. Now and then some beers .

I never planned anything or cared for anything since I always knew how pointless everything was . I was one human out of a millions. My existence wasn't worth more than than an ants. 
It's merely a waste of time.

It has always been dark .

until I met a spark.

Beautiful and pure . Something so rare and special that I couldn't take my eyes off of him . Yes him. 
I hated him for changing me .

But No matter how much I tried to push  him away .
He wouldnt leave, because he knew me better than I did myself 
he knew I needed him . 
But he needed me too.

Man they thought I was fucked up .
But it's the ones who don't show .

My name is Kim Jongin and 
this isn't my story

It's Do Kyungsoos .All Rights Reserved

boyxboy bravetogether depression dokyungsoo drugs dyo exo familyissues gay homophobic jongin kai kimjongin kyungsoo love music romance smoking toxic

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