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When I die, I want to go to hell

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Well? You heard me. What's so good about going to heaven anyway? It's honestly just depressing thinking about life after death, like I killed myself to get away from everything, everyone, and then I'm expected to get back up and carry on living in "A Better Place?"

Yeah. Fuck that.



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this was really random and I dont really  know where it came from. This will be mostly a random projection of my thoughts onto the character. 
(His name is Adam) 
This is content which may be (somewhat?) cohesive, dubious really, but we'll see where this takes usAll Rights Reserved

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