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"My name is Sophia Oferio and I'm an addict.I am 22 years old and I am addicted to Benedict. No, Benedict West is not a drug, if you're wondering. It is not a place or thing. He is a person. Someone I use to be madly in love with. Well to be completely honest, still madly in love with. I believe he is the only love I will ever have in this life. Forever and always. And I believe this love I have for him is toxic for me. I feel I lost myself the day I met him. I can't seem to find me anymore. No one can. "All Rights Reserved

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Leading Her from the Darkness by PrideAndPages

Austyn Bennett has experienced more trauma than any 25 year old should. She is fighting and losing against her PTSD and reckless behavior. She has no regard for her own life-only craving a temporary escape from the nothingness that resides in her soul, even if just for a fleeting moment. She decides to leave the place she calls home to start fresh in New York at a new college, all while trying to disappear into the crowd. She wasn't expecting him though. Dawson King. The mysterious man with a few dark secrets of his own, came out of nowhere and taught her how to fight for her strength back while simultaneously tearing down her fortress brick by brick. 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 ☀️ Previously Featured ☀️ ● @WattpadOutreach ○ #StayAtHome ● ⭐ Highest Rankings ⭐ #1 - ly (love yourself) #3 - storiesundiscovered #5 - na (new adult) #9 - wattpaddafterdark #19 - sensual #19 - dangerous love #19 - badassreads #26 - fallinginloveagain 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 ⚠️DISCLAIMER⚠️ This story contains mature content, including but not limited to: sexual themes, effects of mental illness, explicit language, drug/alcohol use and details of abuse/violence. 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Also I'm very OCD, but also a speed reader, (It's a blessing and a curse) so I'm constantly re-reviewing/editing old chapters, because I hate spelling/grammatical errors with the passion of a thousand suns. That being said, PLEASE, if you see any, inbox me so I can fix them! 🥰

The Bad boy's Prayer by bunnybluewriter

**2ND PLACE IN THE WATTY'S OSCAR AWARDS ** "DOES IT LOOK LIKE I CARE !? " I yelled in her face making her coward back in fear , just how I like them. "I really am sorry Logan ..." "NOT ENOUGH. IF YOU THINK I'VE MADE YOUR LIFE HELL BEFORE, JUST YOU WAIT !" And with that , I grabbed my bag, leaving her in her pile of misery. If she thought I was going to stay after that little performance of her , she had another thing coming. "Logan please! Don't do this . I promised your mom I would help you . Even if it means I have to sit through your insults " she said , yanking me back by my backpack. I was beyond peeved at her right now. "Who do you think you ARE little 'I'm a church girl ' !? Who gives you the RIGHT TO JUST YANK ON ME ! INCASE I HAVEN'T MADE IT CLEAR YET ; LET ME MAKE IT CLEARER. " I looked her straight in the face and jabbed my finger " DONT. YOU . DARE. TOUCH. ME. AGAIN! " As I pulled back her eyes started to gloss over , making her stumble backwards and hit the wall behind her. Pathetic. **** Logan Delgada was your typical , stereotypical super popular , rich jocks that thinks the world revolved around him. The type of guy that walks around with the attitude that 'the party doesn't start until he gets there ' . Like he's a gift to the world. Amaya Parker is a preacher's daughter. The youth leader at their church. She hides away in big crowds and does everything in her will power to keep everyone around her happy. He's rude. She's thoughtful. He swears . She's won the spelling bee. So what happens when a simple prayer makes these two worlds collide ? *started 28 February 2019 * *finished 22 January 2020* *edited 28 January 2020*

Sophia by rosecsolace

Re-writing/editing It's strange how quickly your life can change. How it can go from happiness and joy all the time to sorrow and dread with a single event. Or a person. They say when you meet the one, you know in an instant. That's a lie. ~~~ Sophia and Kace have known each other their whole lives and have hated each other equally as long. Now, seniors in high school and yet they can't let this childish vendetta against one another go. What happens when they can no longer tell if their obsession with one an other is hatred... or love? It's no secret to everyone around them that they are inevitable. If you or someone you know are struggling with mental health, please call the suicide hotline at 988 or go to www.wannatalkaboutit.com My messages are always open, You're never alone 🫶 ~~~ D I S C L A I M E R Sophia contains mature language, themes, etc. Starting date: 11-28-2021 Ending date: 2-1-2022 Edited: Total word count: 34,518

Addicted To You by Sweetdreamers17

AVAILABLE ON AMAZON KU Thank you to everyone who has supported the story from the beginning! The published version differs from this version, but I'll leave this version up for now. I will update those who are interested in reading the fully edited, steamy, drama-filled young adult novel. Thank you all XOXO ⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ Book Contains mature language, Drugs & sexual activities Chase Hamilton & Amelia's Bennett Two different lives come into one. Amelia is an eighteen-year-old high school graduate with dreams and ambitions in the big city of New York. She then meets Chase and finds a different meaning of life, leaving behind what she was familiar with, not knowing it can answer questions about her past that have been left in the dark. Chase is twenty-one and has done it all. The sex, the drinking, and drugs. He's the guy you should always stay away from, as he has troubles and addictions of his own. When he runs into Amelia, he takes an interest in her, making sure that she's his and only his, leaving Amelia in a bad place. Will she survive Chase Hamilton, or will she break? @Miapedersen858 - "Damn im so hooked on this book! Love it" @shadowwhunteer -"I love this story sooo muchhh, you are soo talented" @shadowwhunteer -"Ohhh please tell me that the baby it's just a lie and chase will be with amelia 🥺 IF CHASE IS THA FATHER IM GONNA CRY FOR 2 MONTHS STRAIGHT" 😭😭 *Not promoting or glorifying any type of addiction towards alcohol or any other drug used in this series *Not promoting or glorifying unstable relationships and deceitfulness behavior ✨Impressive rankings✨ #1 on Trend - 1/19/21 ✅ #1 on completed - 9/26/23 ✅ © All Rights Reserved

Addicted... by marindaspann7

You don't know yet, but you became my cocaine, my vodka shots, my walk of shame, my bloodied wrists, the joint between my lips, the kisses on my fingertips... You became my Addiction. * * * Just because it hurts doesn't mean it'll hurt forever. Just replace your addiction!

Secrets Hidden (Short Story) *Completed* by littlenewbie

He leaned into my face. He gently bit my bottom lip as I let a gasp out. "Well baby girl, I know you'd like it, but it has to end here." Evan winked and kissed me on the neck lightly I snapped back into reality, "In your dreams, I don't belong to you and I don't plan to anytime soon bad boy." I said seductively as I bit my lip nervously from what happened and walked away while I had the chance. ************************************* Hi, I'm Sophia Neverturn, yeah Neverturn is my last name, and I like it. Once things happen to me I never turn back no matter what trouble I put myself in. I learned to continue moving on & to never turn back to the ones that broke me. But for some reason when Evan's around, I end up turning back....but that one day I eavesdropped, let's just say things are gonna take a toll. Yo, I'm Evan Shield, I protect what's mine, unless my orders say differently. I prefer to keep emotions and business outta the way. It's easy as that, my biggest command was Sophia Neverturn. I'm gonna get her, but I can't promise that she'll be mine. If I can't take her, then maybe I could call in. This might sound like a regular highschool relationship, but oh are you so wrong! Join us for our journey of difficulty, short arguments, fights, killings, danger, comedy, and more....

𝐖𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧'𝐬 𝐀𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ✔ by Mariewritesxx

(Messy plot) (4/5 plot holes, maybe more) 𝐄𝐱𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐩𝐭 - My hands dig into his shoulders, adjusting to the size of him inside of me. He gives me a few seconds, to him it probably felt like hours. Then he's moving, slowly at first. Our breath hits each other's faces as Westin picks up his pace. "C'mon baby just tell me where the rest of the fucking pills are." Westin groans out. My hands grip onto his hair as I lean my head to rest on his shoulder, "harder" I whisper. He listens to my request and my body bangs against the hard wall as he pounds into me. 𝐄𝐧𝐝- Westin finally gets the okay to return to school. What happens when his friends aren't the only ones waiting for his arrival? Will Arabella Davis be his downfall? Or will she help him overcome something that many thought would be inevitable? Read to find out. ♡︎

Finally Free by lulustoriesss

"I need you to be the put together one because I'm so fucked up. You've saved me." He whispers. "Carter, we saved each other." I mutter looking at him through my eyelashes. I lean into him, our lips not even an inch apart. "Sophia we shouldn't..." He looks hesitant. "Please, I need you." I almost started crying. "Please." I mutter one more time, my eyes begging for him. My body needing him. Sophia Carrington. She just moved from New York to California in search of a new life. When her life took a dark turn she's forced to leave everything behind. She just wants to finish her final year of high school, numb to the world, while learning to cope with the trauma she's endured. Carter Marquez. Newly single after being dumped by his girlfriend of two years. After losing his dad in a car accident he's fallen apart. The list of people he trusts is short, he hates letting people in. He's constantly trying to make up for his mistakes of the past, trying to find a new purpose in life. When the two of them collided, they instantly took a mutual disliking to each other. Misunderstandings and a dash of alcohol set a flame between them. Sophia hates the snarky remarks and stupid nicknames that leave his mouth. Carter thinks Sophia is just another trust fund brat. Soon their rivalry begins to dissolve and they learn that sharing the pain of their past can form connections they never thought to be possible. WARNING: This story contains mature topics such as sexual assault and drug addiction. Read with caution. Copyright © by lulustoriesss 2021

Ruthless Empire | A Dark Adult Romance by Aura_Jayne

𝐀 𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐄𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐋 ♡ 18+ (SECOND BOOK IN THE SERIES) 💜 THIS STORY IS NOT FOR THE WEAK HEARTED. IT'S DARK AND INTENSE. I TRUST YOU KNOW YOUR TRIGGERS. PLEASE FIND THE TRIGGERS AT THE BOTTOM AND READ WITH CAUTION. :) She's the addiction he never saw coming, and now that he's had a taste, he can't let her go. He'll do anything to keep her, no matter the cost. She knew loving him was dangerous, yet he captured her heart in a way no one else could. Now, despite his secrets, their lives are tangled in a web of passion and lies. Will their love survive through the chaos, or will it all come crashing down? TRIGGER WARNINGS: - mature and crude themes - course language - heavy violence - mention of drugs / addiction - sexual abuse *ON GOING STORY*

Safe from Scars (COMPLETE) by acvrson

"Mommy?" I looked up from her arms and into her smile. "Yes, my little light?" She replied back, with a curious grin. Nothing but love, gentleness, and kind warmth on her sweet face. Six year old me stared into her glistening eyes. Eyes that could melt glaciers. Those eyes. "What is it my love?" She questioned again with an angelic smile. That damn smile. The sudden breeze pushed the windows to slam open against the walls, as the curtains flew up and the rose candle was blown out. The night crept in, invading my bedroom. My mother gasped with a frightened jump and called out my name. Frantically, she flipped the bedside lamp on when she heard no reply. Panic washed over her face as she kneeled beside her sweet little girl, now covered in a blood stained night gown, black eye and bloody lip. "Why did you let him hurt me, mommy?" My mother gasped and fell back onto her hands. Terrified, she stood and with no hesitation, made a dash for the door, leaving her baby girl in the dark corner. Her panicked attempt to leave the room came to a complete stop as she came to face the full length mirror. She stared back in horror, only it wasn't her looking back at her reflection. It was me -Kali emerges from her past that has left every piece of her in ruins. Her life was left shattered into a million pieces. With intentions of starting a new life, she feels like her past will never let her go. When starting over doesn't promise a new start, Kali's life is thrusted in and out of place.

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Leading Her from the Darkness

Austyn Bennett has experienced more trauma than any 25 year old should. She is fighting and losing against her PTSD and reckless behavior. She has no regard for her own life-only craving a temporary escape from the nothingness that resides in her soul, even if just for a fleeting moment. She decides to leave the place she calls home to start fresh in New York at a new college, all while trying to disappear into the crowd. She wasn't expecting him though. Dawson King. The mysterious man with a few dark secrets of his own, came out of nowhere and taught her how to fight for her strength back while simultaneously tearing down her fortress brick by brick. 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 ☀️ Previously Featured ☀️ ● @WattpadOutreach ○ #StayAtHome ● ⭐ Highest Rankings ⭐ #1 - ly (love yourself) #3 - storiesundiscovered #5 - na (new adult) #9 - wattpaddafterdark #19 - sensual #19 - dangerous love #19 - badassreads #26 - fallinginloveagain 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 ⚠️DISCLAIMER⚠️ This story contains mature content, including but not limited to: sexual themes, effects of mental illness, explicit language, drug/alcohol use and details of abuse/violence. 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Also I'm very OCD, but also a speed reader, (It's a blessing and a curse) so I'm constantly re-reviewing/editing old chapters, because I hate spelling/grammatical errors with the passion of a thousand suns. That being said, PLEASE, if you see any, inbox me so I can fix them! 🥰