It Took Me By Surprise; Error!Sans x Male!Reader

***THIS STORY IS FOR MALES AND ANYONE WHO CONSIDERS THEMSELVES MALE ONLY! (unless you want to keep imagining that instead of 'he', it's 'she'***
***THIS STORY MAY HAVE TRIGGERING CONTENT SUCH AS DEPRESSION, SELF-HARM, SUICIDE, ETC. IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO MATURE CONTENT SUCH AS THIS, SWEARING, AND GRAPHIC SCENES, THEN PLEASE REMOVE YOURSELF FROM HERE INSTANTLY! Thank you.***

(The picture used for the cover is mine btw. I took it.)

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"It took me by surprise..."

Music blared through my headphones that he gave me. He was so kind, too kind to me. And yet, here I was. Just listening to the words he used to sing... used to say...

"The hatred in his eyes..."

Tears crawled down my nonexistent cheeks. They seeped to the edge of my boned jaw and fell. Salty feelings mixed inside me, and I felt more glitchy than usual.

What is this emotion I'm feeling?...

"I've pushed this man as far as he could go!"

Regret? Remorse? Or is it... guilt?

Do I feel guilty?

"But he lacked the words to let me know..."

Never before had I felt this. Never...

Voices rang inside my head once more. Shouting and screaming. Telling me it's all my fault.

It felt as if my soul was breaking, cracking. The pain from within was consuming me in this damned, white room!

"He acted out, now I can see it is my fault...!"

But he's dead now. So why should a glitched piece of shit like me care? Oh yeah, I shouldn't.