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Fixing Myself ( ON HOLD )

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Parts 20
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Reads 200
Votes 24
Parts 20
Time 2h 3m

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⚠️ THIS STORY CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE ⚠️


When Natasha Gull was a baby her mother hit a man running across the Florida highway. It caused her mother a lot of trauma and caused trauma to Natasha who hadn't been born yet. 

As Natasha grows up her teachers realized she still has imaginary friends and talks to herself, and does a lot of things the other kids don't do. They suggest she see a psychiatrist or a therapist. She goes to many different therapist and psychiatrist that break her trust causing poor Tasha to have trust issues, that is until she meets me. Amber Ellie.

I have found Natasha so interesting. Even if she was only 8 when I met her. She was a pretty cool kid. 

Read more to figure out what happens when her mother gets transferred to Georgia to work, and Natasha has to leave everything behind in Florida.All Rights Reserved

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