The year following Dans suicide was the worse year Phil had ever gone through. He'd resorted to self-medicating just to get through the day. Soon they'd be together again. From Phils POV thinking about the days after Dan killed himself. This began as a writing exercise on the back of a doodle until it became whatever this is. It's my first time writing Phan so I'm not quite comfortable with the characters and their dialogue yet. UPDATE: I am working on a part two that will be from Dan's perspective leading up to his suicide.