The Darkest of Pasts
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Last published Thu, Jul 19, 2018
In which a shy, abused and panic attack prone girl quickly gets over the worst of her fears when she meets one of the sweetest boys on campus.
Eliana Trueblood, would rather be called Eli. Her given name can have the ability to trigger a panic attack and bad memories. The mention of simple events can also cause trigger an attack or onslaught of memories. She was bullied from kindergarten up until she was in the sixth grade, skipped the whole curriculum and went into seventh grade. It didn't help her any that in lonesome, drunken rages her father would abuse her.
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