Bloody stalker

Hi I'm y/n. I'm 17 years old. I'm almost done with school. Tomorrow there is a party from school to celebrate that we just have 1 year to go till we can go to a university or something like that. I will tell you a secret. Nobody knows this bc otherwise everyone will tell me I'm a freak. I feel that there is always someone nearby me. Like someone protects me. I don't know if it's a boy or a girl but every time i feel sad or someone tries to do something to me... I feel that someone protects me... Or maybe it's just a creep that stalks me? I don't know but i hold it by protector....