Is this love or no? ( exo and fx kaistal )

My name is Krystal Jung, I was called the Ice Princess, this nickname came from my so called cold attitude with some people. If you actually met me in reallife I would seem like that, but I am not. Next to me was Kai, he was the ice prince. He actually seemed like he had a cold attitude but sometimes you would see a spark of kindness from him. I met Kai in Busan, we were both on our way to Seoul. I first knew him as Kim Jongin, I had no
idea he was in the boy band Exo until I arrived at Seoul and  Lee Soo Man told me. He also told me, I had to do a performance with him at the next SMTOWN concert.To be honest I was scared to perform with him because of his cold attitude. A few weeks after the performance I figured out I had a forced marriage with him according to my parents and Lee Soo Man. But I suddenly grew feelings for another Exo member named Sehun. He was more warm hearted than Kai. What will this lead me to?